I fear that I am just an end.”

How do i know that anyone cares?.. A question i ask myself daily, are we supposed to simply have faith in the words another person says? or is caring based more on their actions? For me, I’ve never felt like anyone really cared. I Learned a long time ago to never believe a word that someone says, and any action towards me that was seemingly “affectionate” seemed to always have a motive behind it.

I sit here tonight wishing to talk to only one person, perhaps the only person i have ever really cared for. Does she care though?…and even if she says yes, does she really mean it or is she just saying it save our 12 year friendship?…

The brain runs wild with thoughts at night and its hard to deal with to be honest..




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